Eyes wide open; Eyes wide shut; It doesn’t really matter; I feel like a nut. Cant hardly think; Cant hardly see; Everything is so bright; Nobody is awake, but me. Eyes hurt; Brain hurts; Everything hurts; Everything is 10 times worse.
In the darkness I wait; Holding on to hope. Tossing and turning : Tomorrow will be hard to cope… It’s not like I am not trying; I am doing all I can to sleep. My brain just doesn’t want to shut off. Into my mind, my thoughts just want to seep. Ho hum, Ho hum..what…
I am getting old..I will be 44 years old in two days! I definitely don’t feel like I am 44 years old. I feel like I am maybe 18-25! That’s my emotional age at least. I mean, seriously, I don’t feel like a 44 year old at all. I have always been emotionally younger than…