Category: mental health
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If only I could be….
If only I could be.. A person of infinity. If only I could be… On top of the world where I see. If only I could be… A person that was free. If only I could be… The real me. If only I could be… In prayer on my knees If only I could be……
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Insomnia
Eyes wide open; Eyes wide shut; It doesn’t really matter; I feel like a nut. Cant hardly think; Cant hardly see; Everything is so bright; Nobody is awake, but me. Eyes hurt; Brain hurts; Everything hurts; Everything is 10 times worse.
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Second chance
Second Chance I was going out clubbing. My friends and I were all meeting at Midnight Club at 11pm for drinks. We were only going to stay an hour and then me and Rory were going to take his car to drive to the Rocky Horror Picture Show at midnight when it started. Rocky was…
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Sleepless nights..
In the darkness I wait; Holding on to hope. Tossing and turning : Tomorrow will be hard to cope… It’s not like I am not trying; I am doing all I can to sleep. My brain just doesn’t want to shut off. Into my mind, my thoughts just want to seep. Ho hum, Ho hum..what…
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Patience
I am getting old..I will be 44 years old in two days! I definitely don’t feel like I am 44 years old. I feel like I am maybe 18-25! That’s my emotional age at least. I mean, seriously, I don’t feel like a 44 year old at all. I have always been emotionally younger than…
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Anxiety
Anxiety is showing it’s ugly face again My heart is racing and my mind won’t slow down I am pacing the house to try to calm myself But nothing is working that I have been shown. Legs trembling, hands shaking I am just a mess I am trying to cuddle Barkley In the middle of…
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scatter brained
My brain hurts and my mind is flustered; Please, someone make it stop! I can’t think, I have too much going on; I think my brain is about to pop! I hate when life gets like this; It makes it hard to think. A whirlwind of thoughts, My boat is about to sink. Slow deep…
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Happiness
In looking back on my life, I know the word happy would not have been what I would describe my life to be. I was miserable. I was depressed, angry, bitter, selfish, unforgiving and just overall unhappy. I tried to commit suicide 9 times in my young adult years. I didn’t go 4 months without…
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Lost
With no where to go or no dream to be had; I am floating around aimlessly, try to find my way. Please, oh please, someone show me the light; Give me some answers, Oh God, I pray. I can’t do this alone, I am afraid; To put my best foot forward and fail. I have…
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